i've been thinking about this for the last month or two
"what could've happened if i ended up with you?"
the past we had was blurry..nothing really came so clear
all i know is that there was a time i kept you dear
long letters we wrote each other to explain our sides
and then a few weeks later, i couldn't believe my eyes
by the mirror in the hallway was you with him beside
i asked you what has happened, i wanted to know why.
you said,"the time you was ignoring me, he was there to talk;
he cared when you wouldn't, when you were stiff as rock."
it didn't really matter much to me what happened then
i was pursuing someone else, that girl from the other end
the question that i ask myself is why i didn't want you
the answer i quickly recalled, i didn't need a clue
you and i were miserable then; very unpredictable
two sad and lonely persons make one very difficult couple
i really want to talk to you about these feelings i have
maybe over coffee or tea, a movie, lunch or a drive
people do chan